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I can't believe this!   
04:47pm 25/06/2005
mood: pissed off
I am so annoyed and freaked out about this. My neighbors are a very religious mormon family and pretty much everything they do just like revolves around church. Well my sister just told me that yseterday apparently they didn't think that anybody was home at my house and she saw them standing at the edge of our driveway praying for my family because they think we are a bunch of sinners. Also a couple of weeks ago one of them wrote my mom a nasty letter because they saw her outside in her bathing suit. I just wish they would mind their own business.
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04:37pm 22/06/2005
  Isn't Christian hot! (New icon made by therolldance...she makes awesome icons).  
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06:15pm 27/02/2005
mood: calm
Wow its been a while since I've updated. Everything has been going pretty well. I can't wait until this semester is over. I think this semester has probably been my hardest semester and thats mainly due to public speaking. Arghh I hate it so much and its not that I don't like to get up and talk in front of the class because I actually don't mind doing that its just whenever I give my speeches mentally I'm totally prepared but physically I am an absolute mess. My hands shake so bad when I get up to speak and its sucks because I can't control it. I've tried to use more hand gestures so it isn't as noticeable but my body and mind just seem totally disconnected when I get up there. I just can't wait until its over. In other news since I will be graduating from Bay State this year I'm thinking of taking a semester off before I transfer to another college. I would love to be able to just work and save up some money, maybe find an apartment, and not have to worry about school for a while. The only problem is that I have't told my parents this yet and they are probably not going to like it but thats to bad.

BTW Hanson you better come to Boston if you do a college tour!!!
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"Never fear brooklyn is here"   
11:46am 31/01/2005
mood: bored
Omg my legs hurt so bad!! I went to the gym on Thursday and I'm still feeling the burn. I really want it to go away. Isn't it only supposed to last for like a day? Maybe I just shouldn't do so many leg exercises. Friday was a horrible day. On top of having my legs aching like a crazy a customer decided to grab my ass at work! I was just minding my own business setting up for breakfast and putting the little cereals in the basket when all of a sudden this guy came up behind me and grabbed my bum and did this little growling noise. I was so shocked an appauled and the worst thing about it is that he is one of my boss's friends. I wanted to say something to him so bad but once I got over he intial shock and turned around him and his friends had left the restaurant. One of the other waitress saw everything that happened and was absolutely furious. I guess she told my boss what happended because my boss called me yesterday and apologized to me and told me that she was going to talk to her friend about it. I just don't understand why guys have to do stupid shit like that I mean i felt totally degraded when he did that to me.

On a brighter note my Newsies dvd came in the mail on Wednesday and I completely obsessed with it. Its so weird like two weeks ago I was cleaning my room and all of a sudden "Seize The Day" just popped into my head. I don't know how it happened because I hadn't watched the movie since I was like 8. To make a long story short I ended up buying the movie from that night. I've already watched four times and downloaded all the songs from the movie. I forgot how much I love Newsies.
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06:42pm 24/01/2005
mood: okay
You know who I miss?

Third Eye Blind

I can't wait to see Stephen in the documentary!
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Its cold in here   
12:59am 23/01/2005
mood: giddy
I just got home from work and it was like torture having to walk from the T station to my dorm room. I was only outside for maybe five minutes tops and I was dressed in layers but I still managed to get a massive headache from the cold and I definately feel a sickness coming on now. I hate the cold weather!!! On a brighter note I bought some really cool earrings from H & M today. They are silver and one of the earrings is a guitar and the other one is Underneath style headphones. I soon as I saw them they immediatly reminded me of Hanson so I had to buy them plus they were only $4 and you can't go wrong with that. I really have an unhealthy obsession with earrings. The bigger and danglier (is that even a word?) the better.

I had my interview with WBCN on Friday and I think it went pretty well because they called me back for another interview on Monday. I really want this internship so everybody keep their fingers crossed for me.
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12:04am 19/01/2005
mood: content

I had the most boring weekend ever so I have no idea why I'm going to write about it. On Friday I after I got out of classes I went to the dining hall to get some lunch because I was starving and I guess I missed lunch by like five minutes because when I grabbed a tray Julio one of the lunch guys told me that I was to late for lunch and then proceeded to laugh very rudely at me and was like "I'll see you at dinner". I hate Julio!!!  last year he wouldn't even cook my food for me sometimes and just pretend that like he didn't hear me when I ordered it. I can't wait until he gets fired. After the lunch situation happened I went to downtown crossing because I had to go buy some new pants for work even though I have like no money but I had to buy some because I ripped my work pants right in the crotch area. I ended running into donut at H&M and we ended up hanging back at my dorm for a little while. Donut really scared me when we were hanging out because he told me that Hanson did a little free impromptu show at Umass Amherst a few months ago. I totally believed him because it would have been around the time that they were going to the different college campuses. After I punched him in the leg for not telling he told me he was only joking. I can't believe how gulliable I can be sometimes. Hmmm lets see...I didn't get out of bed until like 1 on Saturday and I worked from 5 to 11. Sunday I went into work at 6 and as soon as I walked into the door my manager told me I could go home because they weren't busy at all. Today Karen and I hung out and saw "In Good Company". It really enjoyed it. It had just the right amount of comedy and drama in it. Hmmm what else...oh yeah I still don't have an internship yet....I'm a little nervous that I won't find one on time. I emailed four places on Friday telling them that I was interested in interning for them and within an hour and a half three places had emailed me back. WBCN even asked me to come in for an interview sometime this week. So hopefully I will have an internship with them by this time next week. Oh and I also decided to apply to Full Sail in Florida because the have a really good Entertainment Business and Recording Arts program plus it might be kind of nice to get away from this shitty and unpredictable New England weather for a while.

Picture of the moment...

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09:04pm 12/01/2005
mood: weird
Vacation is over and I'm back at school. I can just tell that this semester is going to be stressful because on top of school and work I have to somehow manage to squeeze an internship in there. I don't know how I am going to do it but I guess we'll see how it goes.

I can't wait for summer!
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12:22am 07/01/2005
mood: giddy

Guess what I found?
10:21pm 06/01/2005
mood: content
Hello everybody!

I had a great christmas and I got lots of good stuff (hugs ipod...I don't know how I ever lived without you?). I haven't really done anything interesting since I came home for break. I've mostly have just been catching up on sleep which has been very nice. I finally got my grades back from third semester and I ended up making Dean's List. I was surprised that I made it because I though I was going to do bad in my documentary film class but I ended up getting a B. I was so happy about getting a B because I hated that class. I took the class because I thought it would be easy because well... its documentary film but I was so wrong and that class totally kicked my ass this past semester. Hopefully I can keep my grades up and make Dean's List next semester. If that happens I will have made Dean's List 3 out of my 4 semesters at Bay State (I missed it first semester by two points...I'm still a little bitter about that) and hopefully that will result in some good scholarships when I transfer. I actually a little excited to go back to school and work because I'm getting a little bored here plus I love Boston. On a random note I made the Massachusetts Hanson Street Team. I applied to be on it a really long time ago and had completely forgotten about it so I was a little surprised when I opened up my hnet email (which I never check because I just get junk mail from ebay) and saw "Welcome To The Hanson Street Team". At first I was like "what the hell when did I sign up for that?" but I guess its pretty cool. By the way if anyone has the song "Breaktown" will you please send it to me it would be greatly appreciated.
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One down four to go   
02:31pm 15/12/2004
mood: good
I just came back from my marketing final and it really wasn't as hard as I thought it would be.

So now it should be smooth sailing for the rest of the week.
I can't wait for winter break!   
10:59pm 14/12/2004
mood: discontent
For like the three people that actually read this journal you probably wondering why I'm updating it and the reason is because I'm doing everything possible to avoid studing for my marketing final that I have tomorrow. I just have no motivation to study actually I don't really have any motivation towards school related things at all anymore espeacially after the marketing project bullshit. This guy Jacob who was in my group just decided that he didn't want to do the project at all. So basically Karen and I did everything and I guess Melissa did a little bit ( a page and a half....project person my ass!). Jacob didn't even show up on the day that we had to do our presentation. Then when did show up for the class after that he told us that he got into a car accident (yeah well don't drink and drive)but he wasn't hurt or anything. I don't mean to sound so uncompassionate but he should of at least called us to let us know. The thing that sucks the most is that the teacher doesn't even care that Jacob didn't do any of the project so even though he did nothing he still got the A that Karen and I worked really hard for.

I can't wait until Friday. I really want to go home!

But this did make me laugh for a couple of seconds. To listen to it right click on it, go to properties, and just copy and paste the url into your address bar.
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What do you think?   
11:09pm 19/11/2004
mood: geeky
I was getting bored with my blond hair so I decided to dye it.



I'm so not used to having brown hair.
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Get me to a concert right now!   
12:44am 20/10/2004
mood: content
Omg I'm going through such concert withdrawal right now. I can't believe that I haven't been to a concert in like two months. I know for some people that may not seem like a very long time but for someone that went to a concert at least every two weeks over the summer that is a fucking long time! I can't wait for Everclear in November. I hope its a good show I'm sure it will be but Hanson has just seemed to slightly ruin other shows for me since no other band can even compare to them live. Damn you Hanson!!

Oh and to make matters worse right now I'm listening to Hanson's cover of "Optimistic" from the CT show and it makes me miss seeing them even more.

Well other then my concert withdrawal everything else has been decent. School and work are going good and I also made it onto student association which I'm pretty happy about.
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Quiz Time   
07:37pm 06/10/2004
mood: dorky
I took some quizzes today because I was bored.

You're Taylor's piano! His very first, and also his
favorite. You enjoy the sensual feel of his
fingers gliding across you, and I guess you
don't mind him humping you either!

Which one of Taylor Hanson's MANY insturments are you?
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You rule. in 15 years, you won't be as known as you
are now, but most of the people that will know
you then will like you (or else I'll beat them
with a stick). You're nice to listen to.

What band from the 80s are you?
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You are Bettie Page!
You're Bettie Page!

What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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You are... Weird!

What Emotional Hanson Song Are You?
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02:38am 05/10/2004
  Okay I was just read my past entries and I sound like a really depressed and sad person. I swear I'm not like that and my life doesn't suck that bad.  
Why am I still awake?   
02:14am 05/10/2004
mood: tired
I haven't updated this thing in awhile so I figured that I should even though I still don't have anything interesting to say (do I ever?). I'm back at school now and things seem to be going okay.Its only okay because I already feel like I am falling behind which means that Friday I'm just going to have to lock myself in my room and not come out until my work is done. I got a job as a hostess at a really nice restaurant. Its a easy job and everybody there is nice (minus Betty sometimes). All I do is seat people, answer phones, wipe off menus, and stock wine...yup thats about it. Hmmm I know that there was more I wanted to write about but now that I'm actually doing it I can't think of what i wanted to write maybe if I get some sleep it will come back to me.
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Ouch my foot!   
11:10pm 15/08/2004
mood: sore
So I had to make a litte trip to the hospital today. At around 3 this afternoon I stepped in my cats food bowl and it shattered into about a million pieces and sliced open the bottom of my right foot. The scream that I heard come out of my mouth was a scream that I had never heard before and didn't know that I was capable of. I felt bad for Karen because I happened to be on the phone with her when the occured and all she heard was me screaming and the saying I'll talk to you later I have to go to the hospital. So my mom and I get to the hospital at around 3:40 and of course we end up waiting in the waiting room for about two hours and while we are in there this odd man kept talking to us about how he likes to ride around on motorcycles after he has been drinking and doesn't like to wear helmuts. Yeah he was a moron. So the doctor finally takes me in and his name end up being Dr. Hanson. My mother thought that this was highly amusing and made stupid comments to me about it the entire time we were in the emergency room. I ended up having to get six stitches in the bottom of my right foot and let me tell you for anyone that has not had novacaine before it hurts like a motherfucking basterd when they are sticking it into you. They stick that needle right up into your cut and it hurts so bad. All and all it wasn't to bad but my foot is stinging pretty bad right now. The only thing I'm worried about is that the Wallingford show is on Tuesday with Sarah (who I should probably tell about my injury) and I'm probably going to have to sit for most of the show because I can't stand up for long periods of time and thats going to suck because you need to stand up and shake your ass at a Hanson concert.
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When is it going to end   
08:56pm 29/07/2004
  This summer has kind of sucked and I can't wait to get back to school. All I have done all summer is work. Nothing really that cool or exciting has happened. I've gone to club Boise a few times and thats been fun but its the same thing and the same kids everytime plus I'm really shy and never really feel like talking to any of them. I would have to say the most fun I've had this summer was going to see Hanson down the Cape with my sister. The Boston show would have been fun but somehow turned in to a disaster. I hope the Maine show is better plus it means I get to leave Mass for a few days. I can't wait to get back to Boston!  
Fourth of July   
09:17pm 04/07/2004
mood: calm
I'm so bored right now that I decided to update this damn thing even though I don't really have anything to say. My birthday was the first. It was okay Jess and I just went out to lunch and went to the movies. Nothing to exciting. I did find out that the next day Jessica's mom cooked me a birthday dinner because she thought that me and Jess would eventually go back to her house since I practically live there. Well it was the one day that Jess and I didn't go back to her house so we missed birthday dinner. I don't know why her mom didn't just call us but she wasn't mad or anything so we are just going to do it another night. My dad said that for my bday he would buy me tix to see Hanson in Portland so that was pretty cool and my mom just gave me $200 which is fine with me because I need all the money I can get. I can hear fireworks going of right now but I can't see them which kind of pisses me off because I want to see them. I love fireworks. I finally got a chance to lie out in the sun today and get some color. I haven't been able to all summer because I've been so busy with work and everything. Hmmm...oh I bought a really cool shirt online . Its hot pink and in this really cool black lettering it says "I sold my soul for rock n roll". I love it and I can't wait until I get it. Well thats all for now.